Monday, September 09, 2013

Letting Go and Letting God

Since my ECT treatments for Bipolar Disorder and Depression (March, April & May), I've learned so much about "letting go and letting God". My life went from an anxiety level of a 15 to nearly 0. I've put my life in God's hands and I have learned to lean on Him for support.

I don't worry about tomorrow. I know that every morning I wake up blessed for a new day. What God has planned for it, I don't know. Nor do I worry about it. In a matter of speaking, I go with the flow.

God has a plan for me. What it is, I'm not sure, but that's okay, because whatever it is, it's sure to be wonderful. My journey from today, to tomorrow, to next year and all the years after that until I'm kneeling at the feet of my almighty Father, will be an exciting adventure.

I trust in my Lord so much, I've put my life in His hands. In doing so, I'm happier and less anxious.

I am not going to worry about the path my journey takes me. It can be smooth or rough, it doesn't matter. What matters is that Jesus walks that path with me. His hand in my hand. I am never alone.

Can you say that you have as much trust in the Lord? God loves you. He cares for you. Trust Him to show you the way.


The Dose of Reality said...

Beautiful post. I am so happy to hear that you have been able to find something that truly helps relieve your anxiety. :)-Ashley

MamaRabia said...

Yeah Vicki! I am so glad you have been able to let go of anxiety. I have been feeling like this quote lately: "I know God only gives us what He thinks we can handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much!"

Vicki M. Taylor said...

Thanks for your comments. Anxiety is rough. It effects so many parts of the body. Letting it go was hard. I'm still learning to keep letting it go. God does give us what he thinks we can handle. We have to have faith and trust Him that He'll be there to lean on when necessary.